I wich I was happy...

I wich I could say I am happy but that should be a lie because I am not...
The seizures don't stop, the school don't listen to me,  I'm tired all the time, I just want leave.

Why just me, I wondering many times every day, I am afraid all the time and I am afraid of myself and that is a strange feeling.

I can never explain a seizure, I can never explain the feeling I can only say that it is very a hard disease to live with.

I know that people who don't have epilepsy can't understand how I feel and I don't expect that but they can always understand that I am tired and very sensitive right now!

I use to be strong, I have learn myself to be strong, I have gone through a lot in my life but never something so hard as epilepsy, but with help of my friends and family I will be strong this time too and I will gone through this period too and hopefully will the epilepsy be better!  

Chiva,

Helps me a lot too !